I have decided I am not going to Toastmasters this evening. It is almost 3-hours before my speech is to be delivered and I am not ready. Plus I am still dealing with Steering Committee issues. This means I will have to give my speech in the future and I am hoping that future time is next Wednesday.
It does break my rule: #1 show up. But fuck it. I am not the whole show. There are two other speakers tonight. It looks like there is only one speaker next week. God's in his heavens and all is right with the world. If I do my speech next week, I will accept the thanks for all the prearranged planning. Lord knows I took alot of heat last week - see last week's Blog posts.
Now you would think that with the luxury of this time I could do some catch up writing on my Blog, especially since my subject is my confesional writing. But you would be wrong since Martha will be home in under 30 minutes and I am hiding this Blog from her as surely as I am hiding it from other people who might know this writer's identity.
Maybe I will work on my speech instead....? It will take me alot of time to prepare something, even though I have it in my head. The problem is I have not put it into a structure and creating structure is what this speech practice is about for me. I will tell you more about what I did today bright and early tomorrow. As for now: my stress level is killing me and I need to have a piss.
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